That is all.
im in one of those moods where i just wanna give Alan the biggest hugs in the freaking world and snuggle wiff him x(
i hope im not the only insane rickmaniac whos ever felt like this~<3
i cant stand this anymore…
reading all these confessions, all those lucky people who have met alan already who dont deserve it or even care. its not fair. what about all the people who need him, the people who wouldnt be here if it wasnt for him..people like me..im just scared. im terrified even, that i wont get to meet him and fill the huge hole in my heart that causes pain and millions of tears to stream down my face..ok im done ranting, seeing as nobody gives a shit.





